joyce tan talks!

Hello!

2011-12-14T01:48:00.004+08:00

Woo, im back!
School holidays are nearly ending and i have been soo soo busy, barely enjoying myself.
Ever since sch started, life has been quite happz(which includes making new friends)
Glad to have great company in school, perfect attendance tilll now ( MC queen no moree)
so what has happened over these 4 months:
1) new sch
2) new friends namely: sharleen luke jason christine dominic raymus phyllis.....
3) babyboy<3
4) projects and shit
5) holidayyyy
6) Productionnnsss piling
7) End of productionssss
8) KOREAN EXAM ENDED.
Wheeee, finally get to rest and enjoy the rest of the holidayyyyy
And so my bbgirl shar has been baking goodies and i am so proud of her creations! HEHE (means more goodies for mee too)
HI EVERIIIBARDIIIII JOYCE IS NUA-ING ON MY BED HAPPILY NAOOOOOO

Tired

2011-07-29T02:18:00.002+08:00

Seen so much happening ever since i started working at my dance place...
how ugly human nature can be.
sometimes i really wonder what makes a person deem capable to others.
or am i really so lousy that my efforts weren't even recognized by people around me.
started dancing at a young age but my posture now disgusts me so much i don't even dare to tell others i used to dance.
hate to recall how much i used to love dancing because i don't think i can even dance now.
hate to see how people can get praised over stuffs that he did yet when i was in his position, nobody ever credited me for my efforts.
hate to know that people actually doubt m capability.
I really hate it when i don't seem to be able to relate the people around me anymore. People at my workplace, close friends, family, b... i feel detached from this crazy world.

I'm really very tired, that i dread having to wake up to go to work everyday. Thus explaining why i can't go to sleep because i so do not look forward to what is awaiting me the next day.

School is starting in a few days time and here i am feeling so vexed because i can't even stand firm to request not to work when school starts.

PERHAPS I NEED A BREAK. from work, from my friends, from the lifestyle i'm leading right now.

HELLO I AM BACK

2010-10-04T01:46:00.002+08:00

안녕! ㅋㅋㅋ
okay, im not here to post a super long post to update what has happened this year...
but yeah, trying to revive my blog a little.
omg so much has happened i can just die now.
if only we could reset certain things.Like the GC reset.
not enjoying life right now, living in hell everyday.
either sleeping too much or extremely lack of sleep.
so let's just hope things will get better for me after A's.

back to square one. HAHAHA

naega michyeo nabwa!

2010-01-30T23:04:00.002+08:00

HELLO. pls stop doing crazy things joyce. haha
anw, i don't really have toime to blog so here's a short one.
attended cousin's wedding last week, and it was a very fun and joyous event! haha
shinee came to sg ytd and i was like a crazy fangirl, i went to the airport omg faints. haha
okay thirdly, i just had a very nice meal with my cousin, cousin in law and their family.
so random right? but the food was nice and it was my cousin in law's bro's birthday haha.
okay and lastly i really gotta sleep i need to go queue up for shinee's fansign at 5 haha. wish me luck. first 1000 gets shinee's signature! haha
don't judge me pls! haha

When it's time to blog

2010-01-10T20:48:00.005+08:00

HAHA, finally i'm blogging.and yes i changed the blogskin too.
simple and nice! haha.
well, time flies and it's 2010!
have been facebooking quite often and i really think that i should update my blog as often as my facebook updates... and maybe a lil bit of twitter too!
but boohoo, seems like i don't have much time as i've alr started working...
AND YES, i passed my BTT, am taking driving lessons alr. Like yay, i'm not so stupid after all!
shawn, if you're reading this: yes i rmb i "learnt" to turn my head when i wanna do a right turn, instead of turning the steering wheel. haha
anw, i haven't been blogging and so i think my fingers are retarded alr.
The start of a new year marks the start of my "new" lifestyle.
work sleep eat. haha
many things happened last year, and i admit that i do have some regrets.
however, it's not the time to look back, time to move on!
2010 started with a blast when the pri sch gang got together to play fire sparklers!
and that marks the end of our 45cents bus/mrt fare days.
and yeas please remember to tap your cards when you're alighting cuz i have forgotten to tap twice. Like we seriously need to get used to the non-45cents busfare days.
ooh, and i've been staying up late so often that my eyebags are incurable now.
Have been partying yeah... xmas,eileen/limei's birthday, mingyang's birthday.
And so happy birthday(belated/advance) to my beloved jan babies!
3rd-eileen!
4th-heidy!
6th-tiffany!
7th-limei!
9th-weihao!
10th-mingyang!
17th- meng gor!
19th-bernice!
uh. and the list goes on...

haha, so many things happened recently, i don't even know when to start from. so yeah, i'll blog when i have time!

Have a good year ahead!

2009-12-01T02:45:00.002+08:00

okay. it's finally over. woohoo?
hahaha. now that it's over, it's good that i can take a break for awhile before i start doing things that i've been dying to do since A's started.
things like:
1)baking
2)out with eileen
3)baby claris!
4)holiday
5)club
6)watch lots of dramas
7)learn korean
8)pass btt
and the list goes on.
but i am just very very very "blank" right now so i guess i'll just have to rot for a few days before i start to enjoy what i've been wanting to do.
lots of pple to meet up with, but some are busy with exams so i'll have to wait to their exams are over, finally get to arrange a meet up with huiying haha long lost best friend i guess.
haha, uh i think i need to sleep.
swollen eyes plus dark eye rings= need to hide at home.
hahaa but i want to be at least presentable for prom on friday.

oh i just learnt to use TWITTER. hahah.

:(

2009-11-23T11:03:00.000+08:00

When there are things we really want or desire, we find ourselves obsessed with the game of treasure hunt. But have you ever felt that what you've been searching for has been near you all this while... You lost it once and now you wonder whether you can have it back the second time...
hate it when life's filled with uncertainties...

like shingz

2009-11-18T22:13:00.002+08:00

hello all i'm halfway thru A's
5 more to go. and yes i really feel cursed..... i'm down with the fever fever fever......
rashes rashes rashes... running nose running nose running nose. :(
let's just hope i get better by tmr!
econs was a disappointment, but like mr kwee said: nobody knows=everybody knows.
i hope paper 1 will be better!!
2nd last paper on the 24th, last's on the 30th(:
ronald gor's wedding on the 28th! bought him a wedding gift!!
can't wait can't wait cuz i finally can spend time with my cousins!
well, i've been quite busy too luh.
prom's on the 4th i kinda prepared everything alr.
not gonna specially "style" my hair, haha everything DIY(:

scared.

2009-11-02T19:34:00.002+08:00

okay it's officially 8 days to A's and i'm not really prepared.
i shouldn't be online anymore at this point of time but i thought i needed to take a little break.
i'm still procrastinating and i really hate myself for doing so.
really can't wait for A's to end, and of course i hope that i will be happy after every paper(means i know how to do everything!)
30th nov marks the end of A's!!
Till then.

boomz boomz shingz shingz

2009-10-26T22:13:00.002+08:00

because great minds think alike...
i think you/you guys are awesome!
(depends on what's your stand luh!)

okay i'm feeling very mean but happy right now. BYE(:

REBIRTH?(:

2009-10-25T14:14:00.003+08:00

it's like the BOOMZ! rebirth is out! (or rather was out on the 20th)
but SHINGZ, can't get it in SG. haha plus the SG concert date's not out yet? :(
haha amidst all the studying, there was fun.. so yeah stressed but not depressed. haha
just watched ris low's video after she's dethroned. i think she's really trashy? like SHINGZ. lol

anw, won't be posting much until after a's.
but i've got my prom dress, red heels(: and watched 2 movies.. so it's time to study harder.
wish me luck for A's. (hopefully no ABS(s) haha)

Footprints in the sand

2009-09-29T00:31:00.001+08:00

You walked with me,
Footprints in the sand,
And helped me understand,
Where I'm going,

You walked with me,
When I was all alone,
With so much unknown,
Along the way,
Then I heard you say,

I promise you,
I'm always there,
When your heart is filled with sorrow,
And despair, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

I see my life flash across the sky,
So many times have I been so afraid.
And just when I, have thought I lost my way,
You gave me strength to carry on,
That's when I heard you say,

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled
With sorrow and despair
And, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

When I'm with you,
Well I know you've been there,
And I can feel you when you say,

I promise you (you)
I'm always there
When your heart is filled (when your heart)
With sadness and despair (and despair)
I'll carry you when you need a friend (need a friend)
You'll find my footprints in the sand. (I promise you)

Ohh. (I'm always there)

When your heart is full of
Sadness and despair, (and despair)
I'll carry you when you need a friend. (I'll carry you)
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

LIKE HELLO HELLO!

2009-09-20T23:55:00.012+08:00

haha seems like i haven't blogged for quite some time.
so before prelims joyce was a busy busy bumblebee.....
and finally prelims are over!!
LIKE there's not much time left to A's!
okay, so here i am to update before i start to neglect this blog again.
nothing much to blog abt my life before prelims, anw i can't really rmb anything.
oh i baked during the 1-week hol, met up with bernice,Eileen,limei, and dancers and spent the rest of the hol studying!

PICTURES!

first meetup after a long long time with eileen and bernice!

@ bugis!

<3>

@ WATAMI

met crescent dancers on the same day.<3

oreo cheesecake and cupcakes that i baked.

dancers! (a few missing)

OKAY ... after prelims....

so fri night and sat night were pretty much well spent with pri sch buddies!
has been really long since the pri sch "kids" got tgt.

and we randomly went clubbing at phuture/zouk cuz someone randomly suggested to club.

judith veronica mingyang sam shuzhao mark and i went!

so we ended up meeting at mark's place.

our drink coupons.

we glowed in the dark @ zouk.

with judith!

shuzhao looks weird here.

sam went to the loo.

the girls!

my,sam,shuzhao,mark,jud,me,veron!

our "chop"

haha.

we collected our drinks!

@phuture!

veron got tipsy!(2 sips of apple vodka?)

outside zouk toilet as veron wasn't feeling well.

after she went off, sam my jud and i went to phuture but it was so crowded we couldn't really dance.

and so we gave up, went back to chill at zouk instead.

look at the contrast, small eyes big eyes. haha

taking photos while shuzhao and mark hit on korean girls

sam!we seldom take pictures together! haha.

mark and this korean girl.

and then we started talking to our newly found korean friends.

tada, korean friends!

judith got dragged to dance with them.

we got cranky at 3.50am.

and we stayed till 4am!

on our way home!

the Hollanders!

okay, it's just a brief recount of fri night, basically it was just damn squeezy in phuture so we ended up walking to and fro zouk and phuture, however the company was nice so we all had fun!

met up with eileen,my,sam and mark @ holland v for dinner and dessert thereafter.

chilled at mark's place and we spent our sat night chatting away.. abt everything! haha.

basically after this, sch will resume on tues! and then it's intensive studying for A's.

so don't know when i'll be back to blog.

OH ANW, SS501's gonna release an album by end of sep! LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. haha

though it's not gonna be sold in sg, haha.

my pillars of strength!

2009-07-19T22:19:00.003+08:00

okay, so i've been feeling rather down nowadays.
it just sucks when there are like so many things happening... all crashing down on me.
sometimes i even wonder if it's fair to me, to bear all the consequences of stupid things happening around me. but i am grateful that there are still pple who care, and they never fail to cheer me up and support me till the very end.

so what exactly have i been doing recently?
went to taka to collect my ss501 magazine at kino with bernice last sun.
walked around and we saw there was this food fiesta, so went in to walk around, bought kimchi!
i was really feeling damn sad that day, but somehow bernice's presence managed to cheer me up abit, plus those magazines, kimchi and food cheered me up totally.
so after i reached home, i went to google the recipe for kimchi fried pork..
and i immediately went to cook and it turned out nice! damn nice!
didn't look nice though.

PEIYI and LILY surprised me with a kimhyunjoong notice board(collage) for my belated bday present on monday and WHOO.. i was VERY VERY HAPPY TO SEE MANY MANY PICTURES OF MY FAV! haha thanks alot!

hahah. had 2 days mc on tue and wed, guess my mood affects my health.
went to holland v and had "dinner" with jw,benjamin and their friend cuz jw's having his op on thurs. stayed for awhile and went home.
wasn't really well for sch on wed so i rested at home, decided(desperately needed)to meet up with crescent dancers at bugis for dinner as i was feeling better after vomiting everything out.
had lots of fun cracking silly jokes, fooling around, lots of ranting too... i've never seen them for very long, and it feels good to hang out with them again. thank you peiyi, lily, gloria, dixin, amelia, jane,michelle and sarah for that wonderful dinner!

had a bad bad day on thurs but somehow pri sch friends managed to salvage the night. hahaha
went AH to visit jw for awhile before meeting eileen,bernice,mingyang and sam at tiong for harry potter and we had a talk at macs before we head home as we all had sch on fri.i'm like glad to have them around. if not i would have appeared on the headlines of the newspaper alr. Haha, if you get what i mean mingyang..(:

so i totally forgot what i did on fri, probably the best part of it was 4 hours of nap. haha okay went to the dentist at clementi and had my teeth checked,filled one of my tooth(there was a tiny hole) and the dentist was really patient. i guess he knew i was damn scared. but he did laugh at me too la.. after that i went to visit baby claris. that little princess had grown like alot alot ever since the baby shower. that was the last time i saw her. she's so chubby now! haha.
had dinner at cousin's house and spent time with baby claris. haha she's too young for us to doll her up with headbands(skull too soft) and thus we could only put the headband on her forehead and took pictures. hahaha, i think she got really really annoyed cuz she threw tantrum shortly after that. hahah.

today...tuition in the morning and i had my fav mr bean breakfast!
MANY MANY relatives came over including baby claris.. so the kaypo auntie volunteered to babysit her! i'll never get tired of kids! haha. so was busy running arnd at home until now.

don't know what's ahead of me for the coming week but i guess i just have to focus on what i have to do.... haha persevere till the end.. FIGHTING!

and so our time is running out....

and somehow, i feel sad.

fun, joy and laughter!

2009-07-03T01:16:00.011+08:00

and so my 18th birthday was wonderfully spent with awesome pple!
oh yeah, first thing first, i need to thank lots of pple for making my birthday a blast.
be it those who called/smsed/fb-ed me birthday wishes. and specially to eileen,bernice,mingyang,millie,tiffany for my birthday surprises!!!pictures time!

so on the 1st, 2 gorgeous ladies decided to surprise me with a big big princess helium balloon at my doorstep. haha. when i saw th balloon and was desperately looking for them... they appeared at my doorstep! hahah. sat around, chit chat, eileen napped for awhile while bernice and 1 watched dbsk videos online, which was the first time i see bernice going googoogaagaa over korean guys hahaha. they left at 4 plus and i went to take a short nap cuz i was really tired. haha

But.... just as i was enjoying my nap.....not sure after how long.......
a box of cupcakes arrived at my house, with the same 2 gorgeous ladies, plus mingyang and millie! my sister woke me up... and as i came out of the room, totally got a shock and screamed when i saw them hahaha. 2nd surprise, i swear i was still half asleep then.

pretty cupcakes!

US!

and so we sat down in my room and started crapping away.

they had to celebrate with me on the 1st as most of them have exams the next day. just bernice and i finished ours. but it was really fun, filled the room with laughters!

i really enjoy spending time with them! thank you guys for the surprises!

after they went off, went to bugis to meet reihao for dinner.

after that was supposed to be at rebel with carey and donovan.

but wasn't able to go in the end. anw donovan! thanks for offering to bring me go club uh! haha

somehow i always feel that clubbing with donovan wud be safe. ahhaha

mummy took this at 12 am hahah!

This morning after a few surprise visitors popped by....went to cine to meet tiff.

damn touched cuz she still had her brace on her after her knee op, and had to wear long skirt to cover them. must have hurt alot. haha

she purposely pretend to forget my bday...

went to the hk cafe for lunch.

but in the end suprised me with pretty cupcakes and her diy bento box!

there's rittersport choc! and and 18 lovely hearts that she made... with lovenote too!

plus she painted that bento box okay! i really love it! thanks!

and you know what, our friendship's 12 years and still counting!

though we might not see each other often... but i'm glad we're still as close. really miss those days when we were still dancing in des. all the long hours we stayed together.. ah(:

okay after that we caught Thread of destiny" and it's really nice. hahah

after that we had ice cream at taka, talked alot. haha abt her drama serial with her korean friends.. hahah and how nice it is to have a korean bf. and thus it really psycho-ed me to want to marry a korean. hahahah.walked around, hope i din make her walk too much..

home sweet home after that!

reached home and i received this very nice necklace after opening my letterbox. haha thanks kenneth!

oh yeah, here's my bento box!

after that was dinner at swensens with mumy and sis.

sis's treat. oh well, she's nicer to me today. haha

so i'm gonna register for basic theory test tmr. so i can take the test soon haha.

eileen will finish her exams tmr too. so most prob out with pri sch pple on sat!

then sun night will be timber with cousins cuz it got postponed!

once again, i really appreciate all the love from everyone! indeed my 18th bday was a blast!

생일 축하합니다

2009-06-28T00:58:00.000+08:00

생일 축하합니다(seng il chukha hamnida)
생일 축하합니다(seng il chukha hamnida)
생일 축하합니다(seng il chukha hamnida)
happy birthday to you.

Naega micheo micheo baby!

2009-06-27T19:48:00.002+08:00

okay so it was tuition this morning and i only had 3 hours plus of sleep!
was "gossiping" with eileen on the phone at 3plus 4 and i guess that kept us awake for awhile! haha. tsk, and i started to feel tired after tuition. today's not really productive... i hope i can have a productive night studying later.haha.
side track abit... ss501 arrived in TAIWAN! and almost of the same time as superjunior today.
watched tv for awhile just now and i saw superjunior, some music awards ceremony.
amazingly,one of the members,hangeng i think, can speak chinese fluently la! damn cool.
okay, ss501 dun have alot of tv exposure but i read their schedule they'll be having alot of magazine interviews! haha.. i'll just pop by kinokuniya alot after midyears. hahah

okay i better go study now, uh:(

durians durians durians!

2009-06-27T01:13:00.006+08:00

I simply love durians! haha and i think i can sell durians next time!
haha... daddy's been bringing back durians from malaysia since i kept saying they're nice since the first time he brought them home. hahaha
but the bad thing is, they're not opened yet, thus we need to diy. and i had to do it!
but it was fun, felt like i was a killer(DURIAN KILLER) holding the knife. haha
and he brought back more today! i think i can open durians very well now.
but then there's this durian which my mum and i spent like 1 hour trying to pry it open.
and it turn out exceptionally nice cuz we spent so much effort on it, i was sweating alot by then.
and it's two servings of rice after that! hahahah!

okay, i shud be doing my revision(plus tuition work) now cuz i haven't finished them and i'm having tuition tmr, but i am quite brain dead. so i decided that i shud just find something to do online. and as usual, i'm drowning myself in this korean variety series, WE GOT MARRIED.
started watching simply cuz kim hyun joong's doing the show. hmmm but eventually all the make-belief couples are fun to watch.haha!

that's hyun joong and his buin hwangbo!this wedding photo's damn cute.

i'm starting to self learn korean(hoping to find a super nice korean husband) and i think it's not really the right time to be doing so. haha .

midyear's in 2 days time.

i must do well.. have been underperforming since j1.

but yeah, i will learn to balance studies and all these korean googoogaagaa stuff.

on a lighter note, ss501's solo collection album will be out on my bday!
finally something to be happy abt on that day!

but sadly, it's not gonna be on sale in singapore. tsk.

yeah, so i can only look forward to their concert in dec!

okay, back to studies... bye!

u'll be the prince and i'll be the princess

2009-06-22T14:31:00.006+08:00

hello hello.
well, hols gonna end soon
so this week's the time to really focus!
flea fly flo fun was quite fun but tiring...
Ublush set up our own webbie!
http://www.ublush.blogspot.com/
Also, i've put up the earrings i made for sale on yingxian's blog
http://www.sweetycrumbles.blogspot.com/

Sat was family dinner at Ah Yat Seafood Restaurant as we celebrated ah ma's birthday!

it's been a long time since the whole family got together....
and i think my nephews have grown alot, cuz they're like heavier and harder for me to carry them around.but i still managed to do so, running around!HAHA.

this was taken last yr, looks like got more pple cuz some couldn't make it for dinner this yr...
but we've got new member to our family! BABY CLARIS!
went to visit her quite alot and she's getting prettier!
i hope she has long lashes too! looking forward to her baby shower this sunday!

alright,gtg.ciao!

ANYEONG

2009-06-12T19:55:00.004+08:00

anyeong anyeong anyeong!
i am so so so excited for flea fly flo fun tmr!
am selling handmade accessories like necklaces earrings and all!
haha. hope it turns out well.

tada my masterpiece! hahaa
anw, holiday's all abt studying and losing weight lately.
i shed like 1.5 kg! from staying up late for nonsenses.
of course accumulated dark eye rings!
hmmmm.... i realised hypocrites are like everywhere.well... there's nth much i can do about if they just want to look good in front of pple. but deep down inside, they're evil pple. EEEKS.

okay, gtg pack for the flea tmr.
OH BEFORE I GO OFF, happy birthday mark!
we were just talking abt us not being in the 18 club a few months ago, now you've like joined them! :(
anw, hope you've enjoyed ur bday with us(pri sch friends) ytd!

BBF!

2009-05-28T12:32:00.004+08:00

what a wrong time to be addicted to this korean series.
but it's been quite long since i go googoogaagaa over some drama.
hahaa... i think the previous one shud be gooong. which was 2 to 3 yrs ago. haha
ahhh... having Exam at 2pm and here i am still not changed for sch!
by now i shud alr have the sense of urgency... to do well for mid years.
but yeah, typical hua chi.... i'm crazyyyyy over ji hoooo sunbae<333!!! hahaha
okay gotta go prepare for sch!

BBF!

JIHOOSUNBAE!

it's all i could to do to hang on

2009-05-05T20:57:00.001+08:00

what happens when you're gone.....

for good.

WHEE.

2009-05-03T21:00:00.002+08:00

so flea market at tanglin ytd was quite okay, it was fun working with my other 3 cousins...
just that some maids are like quite annoying... but some really know how to bargain.
hope to earn more next time!!
so yeah, had tuition today and after which mingyang and i went to shop at BHG.
haha, it was quite funny if you know what we were shopping for. right mingyang?
anyway after that went home.
jorin came and as usual we indulge ourselves in our "girls talk" before she started tuition.
and so after she was done with sis...
she had a tutorial with me on RESTAURANT CITY....
and then i started playing?
how about i foresee i'll get addicted playing it for the next whole week?
and then ah yong gor gor came.
wanted to buy sis a new phone and so we went to vivocity.
but due to many many reasons we were unable to do so.
and so we didn't get the phone in the end!
ah yong gor treated us to kim gary and i think the food damn nice.
will go back to that place to eat often, since there are some food which i didn't try today.
haha. after that we walked around then went to ntuc to meet mummy on our way home.
bought one month's worth of daily essentials and we carried them all the way home.

i just realised i don't really have much time to mid years, considering i haven't caught up with the stuff i missed. i need motivation, self discipline.... uh :(

and somehow i wish you are here with me.

TGIF

2009-04-24T23:12:00.003+08:00

TGIF!like finally(:
well, apparently today's mmummy's birthday and we surprised her with flowers!
oh and we had a feast for dinner today(:
haha... i surprised my sister on tues with a big hello kitty balloon and she didn't really liked it:(
anw, i survived to enjoy the weekend. haha
finally i found a reliable place where i can get my tailbone treated!
but i gotta go down for treatment like once in 3 days. i wanna run and dance soon:(
but apparently i can't cuz according to the person, my injury like quite bad
oh wells who cares anw.
let's hope the coming weeks will be better for me.
HOPE.

Insomnia

2009-04-23T00:16:00.001+08:00

Please let me sleep(:

stranger than your sympathy

2009-04-21T16:09:00.002+08:00

it's yet another stay at home day.
went to sch today but wasn't feeling well so signed out and went home
eileen acced me at the polyclinic and went to eat with me..
i feel so bad cuz i woke her up like at 8am! early in the morning.
eileen if u're reading this: thanks a million! (:
anw, vomitting got worse so i doubt i'll be eating much tonight.
and i hope i'll make it to sch tmr.

till then.

It's only a matter of time

2009-04-20T00:12:00.003+08:00

You'll always be a part of me...
spent a crazy sat with some dancers and t23 pple at gillian's place.
i really thank the dancers for being there for me. esp gillian georgina and kat.
sunday was a busy day, celebrated mum's and ting's bday.
after so many things that have happened, life still goes on.
we all got to move on!

(:

2009-04-18T14:28:00.002+08:00

sacrifices, happiness, love, helplessness, implulse decisions...
all part of life?

tell me what to do next?

I like the colour gold

2009-04-16T21:49:00.004+08:00

haha omg so happy today
our hardwork finally paid off!
it's gold pple.
12+ was our dance,
and we got our gold at 5+!
hehe. dance ftw!

okay so i'm like damn tired right now.
haha. can't wait for weekends.
so many things to blog abt, i'm just too tired to blog now. another time perhaps haha
hmmmm. peektures for now!

dance studio!

stupid pple!

marissa(:

ryan(:

SPICEEEE girls

dance exco!

shalini,christabelle,cherrie!

hello you.

wilson thung(and ryan's leg) is heavy

how stupid could we be.(:

2009-04-15T23:32:00.000+08:00

hmmmm...

burn the floor,with flames of passion.

2009-04-15T22:16:00.002+08:00

Night lift up the shades
let in the brilliant light of morning
but steady there now
for I am weak and starving for mercy

sleep has left me alone
to carry the weight of unravelling where we went wrong
it's all I can do to hang on
to keep me from falling
into old familiar shoes

how stupid could I be
a simpleton could see
that you're no good for me
but you're the only one I see

love has made me a fool
it set me on fire and watched as I floundered
unable to speak
except to cry out and wait for your answer

but you come around in your time
speaking of fabulous places
create an oasis
dries up as soon as you're gone
you leave me here burning
in this desert without you

how stupid could I be
a simpleton could see
that you're no good for me
but you're the only one I see

everything changes
everything falls apart
can't stop to feel myself losing control
but deep in my senses I know...

less than 24 hours to syf.
i'm feeling nervous,
let's hope we can give it our best!
dance our hearts out cuz we love to dance.
set other things aside first
cuz this will be our one and only chance to dance it out.
let us not live in regret.
wish us luck!(:

and nobody knows.

how stupid could i be.

2009-04-12T21:09:00.003+08:00

haha, haven't been blogging cuz we're like quite busy practising for syf.
4 more days. can we do it?
though we have been practising hard, but it's just not enough.
not meeting the expectations..

i haven't been giving my best too....
all the bruises and injuries.
no excuses, but can i do it?
we're going to ucc to practise tmr,
i hope we make full use of the time there!
burn the stage!

where is the love!!!!!!

gosh.

2009-04-05T21:12:00.004+08:00

UH. this is bad.
i can't access to livejournal!!
on my touchiee, desktop and laptop!
no more online shopping! no more sprees!
HUR HUR. what happened to my internet connection!

haha anyways, had a crazy day ytd.
first it was ptm, then check up
after that met up with karen at tiong first,
then to wisma to meet donovan, floren, marsha, samantha, carey, zhanwei, weechun
headed to teoheng(somewhere in katong) for karaoke.
since it was don's bday so we surprised him with a cake, which i managed to stuff inside my bag and carried it around without him knowing there was a cake.
HAHA. after that was very late dinner as we last minute decide to go st james cuz got free entry. and they all helped to smuggle me in! haha
and i got in, without having to say anything i spent so much time to memorize(zi's ic no, add etc)
hahaha. the music wasn't nice, so we ended up squeezing out of the dancefloor after awhile. drank rapsberry vodka and orange vodka.
then we cabbed home.
it was a really crazy sat as we had so much fun.
been a long time since all of us met up.
still rmb those pool and basketball days.

pictures!

wisma

teoheng

birthday cake!

at macs before heading to st james

st james!

us before going home!

byebye!

.
像这样触电就够我快乐熔化

Don't bother

2009-03-29T22:58:00.001+08:00

It has come to a point that I'm annoyed at myself for being annoyed at every single thing.
I just can't seem to shake off this awful feeling.

And all I need is just a little comfort and assurance...

earth hour!

2009-03-28T20:22:00.001+08:00

hahaha! earth hour earth hour!

"dancer" by passion!

2009-03-26T01:13:00.001+08:00

am i a dancer? or am i not?
ryan raised this very interesting point during dance which i think makes alot of sense.he started telling us about this convo with some stranger.

anon: so what do you do?
ryan: i dance.
anon: oh so you're a dancer?
ryan: *hesitates* uh........no?
anon: but you said you dance!
ryan: *gives that whatever face* yes i dance.. but i'm not a dancer.( okay this was like a few yrs after he started dancing)

many a times we call ourselves dancer because it sounds cool, or simply because we "dance". whether we're just moving ur hips or we're really dancing(you know... with feeling..)
but what he was trying to say is that, though we dance, we call ourselves dancers only when we feel it, then we can do it.
just like a person who dresses like bboy and does a little of bboy, he calls himself a bboy.
but it's not true what, cuz it's only when u know the basics and essence of bboying then you can truely call yourself a bboy.

so conclusion, whether we call ourselves dancer or not, it's the passion and love for dance which will keep us going and do our very best. feel it,love it.
syf in 2 weeks time(plus minus)!

i dance(:

yay!

2009-03-25T23:36:00.006+08:00

dance was quite okay today
and ryan taught us some "i'm fucked up" routine.
cleaned up our syf dance and i think we're on our way to gold!
hahaha. kinda miss crescent syf days.

anyway, napfa five station's cleared and i finally conquered my arms muscle to do 18 inclined! which is like i never thought i could do it. cuz i'm just lousy luh.
hahaha 2.4's next week.

got back our ct's results. quite alright i guess.. gotta work harder for midyears!
and so bernice and kelly left their names on my highscore board for DACTYL on my touchhieee and terence is proud of his TAP TAP score. what a productive day today. i promise i'm gonna train my fingers hard so that i can at least pass the 200 bombs mark.

okay, before i go, here's some dance photos from syf prac during the hols!

SPICEEEEEE

uh?

unglam part 2

us!

sara....

complete.(:

so much for being excited. it's not a big deal after all.

byebye holiday

2009-03-22T22:59:00.005+08:00

haha i've just seen our timetable!
i've only got 4 periods tmr!
means sch ends at 1!!
but then, we've got dance at 5!
DANCE FTW!

well, ytd was a fun day.
apart from the heavy rain, met up with pri sch friends at eileen's house for steamboat.
eileen,mingyang,sam,judith,bernice,millie!
first eileen and mingyang came over to collect the steamboat pot from my house then we headed off to ntuc to buy food! ALOT OF FOOD.
then we prepared food at eileen's place and started pigging away.
hahaha...

PEEKTURES!

YAY. FINALLY!(eh, i'll upload the rest on fb!!)

YANG AND BERNICE

PREPARING FOOD

JUDITH CUT THE SAUSAGES

JUDITH

corn soup!

MILLIE

all of us!

anw, i've been eating too much supper lately.

okay, i've been eating too much food lately.

LIKE ALOT. right judith? hahah

oh before i forget, peektures we took during supper with mingyang,eileen and mark.

food from shunjuu(eileen's workplace) and satsuma(limei's workplace)

haha we got it at 50% staff price!

TADA!

haha time to sleep!

nights!

hehe

2009-03-20T19:28:00.002+08:00

holidays gonna end soon and it's like i haven't really enjoyed it.
hahaha. gonna go check out some car with my dad tmr cuz he's conteplating to buy a new car!
maybe not really new, i heard the car's one yr old.
HAHA toyota mark x!
never see b4.

haha. i've been feeling quite crappy lately, perhaps because too many things happened thus i'm like mentally exhausted.well, let's just hope things will get better when scholl reopens!

Happy holidays

2009-03-19T20:36:00.001+08:00

Hello wello!
I'm like finally free to blog now,but too bad I can't use my com so I'm here blogging with my touchieee...
Haha but it's quite annoying to type alphabet by alphabet.
So I'll just keep it short if not my finger will cramp:/

So dance was damn fun but tiring today cuz I have bruises all over:(
Had macs for lunch,and it's the 1st time I'm eating big mac.It's like really filling. Like BIG. But I'm really happy after eating hahaha.
Oh and spice girls camwhored after dance which made the day awesome to da max!!

Peektures will be up soon after marissa upload them(:
Oh and i've got lots of photos to post and I'll post them another time!

Ok this is damn cool but very tiring,bye for now(:

Two-en-tee fi-ve!!

when all the colours turn to grey

2009-03-12T18:04:00.004+08:00

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

-It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done.

well, tmr's the end of CTs! HANGING.

suppose.

2009-03-06T23:27:00.000+08:00

Suppose that I missed you
Suppose that I cared.
And suppose that I've spent all my nights running scared
And suppose that I was never there.

And my eyes are screaming for the sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you.
So I guess I feel lonely, too.

Suppose we were happy,
Suppose it was true.
And suppose there were cold nights,
But we somehow made it through
And suppose that I'm nothing without you.

And my eyes are screaming for the sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you.
So I guess I feel lonely, too.

Slow way down,
This break down's eating me alive.
And I'm tired, this fight is fighting to survive.

Tell me a secret, (I want it)
Tell me a story, (I need it)
I'll listen attentively,
I'll stay awake all night.
Allow me to whisper (so softly)
There's nothing I did mean (please help me)
But it's in my body
It's strong enough to fight (Let's make this right)
Please help me make this right.

Suppose that I was wrong,
Suppose you were here.
And suppose that I reached out and caught your tears
And suppose this fight just disappeared.

My eyes are screaming for the sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you.
So I guess I feel lonely, too.
But I'd rather be here with you.

-haha i think it's time to update. maybe after CTs!
till then.

joyce is alive!

2009-01-25T22:34:00.004+08:00

GONG XI FA CAI! in 1.5h time, we're celebrating moo moo year!
anw, i've been too lazy to blog since december and i think there's like too much for me to recap!
from christmas to new year and lots of b'days!
yr 2008 was an enjoyable yr for me i shud say, new sch life in cj, new friends found, old bonds strengthened. HAHA.
many many friends turned 18 this year!
HAHA HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALL
1)EILEEN! celebrated at KBOX.
2)limei!
3)weihao!
4)MINGYANG! fish and co-ed and sang at party world!
5)TIFFANY!
6)BERNICE! surprised her at her house
7)QingHuang!
come to think of it, it's quite cool to be eighteen.
legal to drink,drive,m18 but also greater responsibilities esp we taking A's this yr.

celebrated CNY in sch on fri, i think cj dancers are damn awesome!
really enjoy spending time with the whole lot of them.
and our cny dance make up made us look like bandits!
here's our dance:

photos will be up soon cuz i'm lazy to blog so i shall let the pictures do the talking.
So yeah, here's wishing everyone a happy moo moo year ahead!
may we receive lots of ang baos and eat lots of goodies!
ciao!

twilight saga.

2008-12-17T16:15:00.002+08:00

so it's craziness over twilight series this week!
started from sunday when i bought twilight to read.
finished it on mon (i guess that's how i got my sore eyes)
went out to get second book(new moon)
it all ended well on monday night(:

tuesday, met up with pis in sch then brought her back home to finish up with the farewell gifts for dance seniors but we failed to finish all.
went to fish and co. to dine with donovan, weechun, karen, carey and others.
chilled at ben and jerrys at cathay after dinner.
so i'm gonna finish reading new moon soon but now i shall read slowly
cuz the third book is out of stock and if i finish the second book i'll desperately wanna get hold of the thrid then the forth. but too bad mph outlets all oos. and i wanna get from mph cuz they have like 20% of this series. haha. craziness.
oh and did i mention i wanna watch twilight again? hahahaha
okay that's all for now.
the rest of the week(including today) will be a bz one for me, dance farewell and some gatherings. haha!
oh and this reminds me that i haven't finished the batam ocip reflections report. oh no.

twilight twilight

2008-12-14T03:19:00.005+08:00

so i just got back not long ago from town.
went to cine with mingyang and eileen to watch twilight.

i think it's a nice movie! cuz there's my fav Robert Pattinson to watch.
i'm so in love with edward cullen! i know i sound crazy but still his role in twilight just made him an ideal boyfriend. (except for the vampire part.)
He's really damn cool in the movie. makes me wanna read the book.
so tmr, i shall head down to lib to borrow twilight.(:
New moon is coming out in 2010. haha!

anyway, recap on things that happened past few days.
mon- went JB with family. got my shorts tailored.
wed,thurs-dance in sch
fri-dance at o school, met up with dead dang-ers.
we went crystal jade to eat. and then chilled at mingyang's house. played snapjack.

woke up at 12ish today, met mingyang for lunch downstairs and i had prawn bee hoon and rojak.
you shud see what mingyang ordered. craziness! my mum's gonna call him a fatty next time when he visits :/ haha. prawn mee, roti prata, rojak! hahahaha
i was damn bored in the afternoon, i actually roamed around holland village alone.
ended up at cold storage, shopped for food and headed home to mess up my kitchen.
made sushi and went out with mingyang to pass ht sushi,then to cine to meet eileen after work.

2008-12-12T23:03:00.001+08:00

and we're back to square one.

heh

2008-12-07T19:08:00.003+08:00

sean(ah bee) is going to japan today!
gonna go send him off soon!

'I can't seem to shake this awful feeling

someday we'll know

2008-12-07T15:40:00.003+08:00

theresa bestie came over ytd and we wasted 20 min trying to save my ruined french manicure.
however, we failed :(
after that we headed down to the manicure shop and got it fixed(out of desperation)
it started pouring, and both of us got drenched.
lunched at bukit timah food centre and then we went to chunkfest.
chunkfest was seriously a waste of time.
firstly, because the crowd was really damn chunky, thus it was damn difficult to walk around and the ground was very muddy.
secondly,the queue for ice cream was long x123456 times and thus we couldn't get our ice creams there. went cathay's ben and jerry to queue( shorter one) for ice cream and then i went to buy my pan yu wen's EP. (:
after that was just walking arnd town and random stuffs.
the day ended with a bang, full stop.

anw, thank you eileen and jw for zooming down to town for me!
really appreciate that! i'l buy a horn and horn like 100 times in the face of the bus driver okay!
thank you limei for ur mr happy and blue rose, damn cute(:
and thank you liyan for providing me with tissue paper.

i guess it's just me, always thinking too much.

update update!

2008-12-05T23:03:00.002+08:00

helllooooo pple, yes time to update after a long while.
came back from batam last sat but was too lazy to blog. heh
anw, the trip was alright, except for some unpleasant stuff. but room service was awesome!
all the food and chit chats with bernice and kelly!
converse shoes are quite cheap there, i bought mine at 19 bucks!
pictures will be up sooooon.

so this week was spent idling at home, getting a lousy haircut(guinea pig for some dad's friend's haircut exam)and family chalet.

okay, my hair's quite short alr, and it looks messy and ugly all the time. :'(
so i shall wait for my hair to grow longer so meanwhile i'll be stuck with this ugly hairstyle!

family chalet yesterday.
i think the coolest part was to cycle in the rain TWICE.
we tried to cycle to changi beach from safra resort but failed after 1km plus cuz it started to rain heavily. thus we cycled back to seek shelter. the rain stopped after awhile, so we attempted to cycle there again. we managed to cover 5km out of the 8km route but it rained heavily again, heavier this time and we had no choice but to turn back cuz there was lightning. but it was fun cycling in the rain with my cousins.
we crapped alot as usual, this time we came up with 2 great christian names for my sis and joon liang(aka ah bee).
clarissa and sean. cool names aren't they? we sat down and thougt abt it seriously like the whole evening ytd. so that they will have a nicer name for pple to call.
went home today morning but couldn't nap though i slept quite little last night.
went bukit timah for mani and pedicure and i got my nails nicely painted!
but i just clumsily ruin a nail like 1 min after i stepped out of the place, sad:(

so tmr's date with theresa to chunkfest and i can't wait to see her!
i've been thinking soo much lately and i feel that it's getting nowhere.
well, maybe things weren't meant to be like that.

bye!

2008-11-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

off to batam in 8 hours time!
'bye! (:

RAT ALERT.

2008-11-20T22:42:00.003+08:00

as i was still sleeping this morning(arnd 11.30),
i heard my neighbours talking to my grandma so loudly outside.
but i didn't care. but what made me wake up was the noise they made along the corridor.
i woke up, stomped out of the room and i saw my grandma and a few neighbours running along the corridor?! like old pple running with broom and long long sticks.
then i heard someone said something abt some rat.
so the natural instinct was to shut the door in case the rat comes in.
haha, so after a while, gandma came back. with a stick and a broom.
she said there's this fat rat with a very long tail(abt 15cm) has been loitering along our corridor for like afew days.(DAMN)
they din managed to chase it out of the block.
but they managed to like chase it down to 8th floor( i'm on the 9th fyi)
so yeah it's still in our block.
it's damn big(according to my grandma) and i'm kinda scared.
so that explains why i refuse to step out of my house the whole day today.
AH HAHA. i hope it takes the lift down and leaves the block soon.

peektures!

2008-11-19T12:09:00.003+08:00

been lazy-ing this week. sleep late, wake up late.
haha. lets recap
sat was pool with bernice,ws,terence,jowell and mark.
after that went back to new town for carnival before the old campus shuts down.
after which was claypot rice dinner with eileen's mum,eileen and jw.

6A'03 (incomplete) with mrs ramesh

eileen!(10 yrs and counting!)

sunday was travelling to expo for food fair with bernice and ws. but it was too crowded so we decided to go again on monday. after that was family gathering at my house.
has been very long since all of us actually met up alr, so it was damn cool!

monday, met bernice to discuss ocip stuff and after that we went foodfair with ws and mark.
FOOD SAMPLES AND ALL THE FOOOOOODD...
:D

so yesterday was idling at home.
then headed down to queensway to print t shirt for ocip.
gonna go shopping with my twin cousins later!
they finished their A's!

(:

2008-11-17T21:38:00.000+08:00

joyce is a happy kid!

psssttt.

2008-11-14T00:07:00.002+08:00

one day down.
nine more days to go.
it just feels weird. like something's missing.
but yeah i hope i'll feel better as more days go by.

parrot attack!

2008-11-13T23:57:00.002+08:00

okay this is hilarious.
haha! 5 mins ago i received a call from tong.
she said(in chi):" JUN! A parrot flew into my room. and shitted on my BED. all over the place!"
haha! my dad asked them to keep as pet. since it has nice colours. green and red. XMAS BIRD.
dunno if they dare to catch it.
and it chirps! maybe can talk. hah!
but yeah commotion's over, they gotta sleep.
cuz they have a's tmr! good luck ah!
so now the parrot is in the toilet with an injured leg.
haha. like so random in the middle of the night.

(:

2008-11-13T17:48:00.004+08:00

monday was back to new town day.

we(mingyang weihao and i) went back to help mrs ramesh pack. cuz new town's moving to a new campus.and we were mistaken as movers :(

packing was quite productive and we went off at 5 plus.

tuesday was spent outside ngee ann city marshalling for subaru challenge 2008!
reached at 7.30 since it was my first shift. changed into the t shirt and started work at 7.45.

i was watching this thai guy and he was the last man standing for the regional contestant.

then we switched around. had short breaks and stood for quite long.

decided to work till the winner emerge therefore continued to marshal until george lee won.

81hr 32 min! i was like standing there around him since evening time and i think he deserves to win. he was still quite focused and energetic even towards to end of the whole thing.

took photo with the remaining marshals (courtesy of bernice's cam)

was really interesting since it's my first time working( with pay) and i get to see how torturing it is to pee, drink and eat in 5 mins. i hope to work as marshal again for subaru challenge next yr!

i think i caught a cold from ytd. wasted dunno how many packets of tissue alr :/

and we still went back to new town to continue to help with the packing for awhile.

had macs lunch thanks to mrs ramesh. and now i'm back home feeling quite sick

haha. anw i hope time will zoom pass fast to next weekend!(:

2008-11-08T23:05:00.007+08:00

went back to sch to collect promos result cert ytd
many things happened within this yr in sch, interesting happenings in 1t22 and having fun with fun pple whom i've met in sch.
sad to say, not everyone in class promoted and i'm sure we'll all miss ben.):
all the fun times tgt like soccer, drinking sessions and copying homework.
and to bestie, i'll always be there for you whenever u need someone to fall back on.
and i'll be there to support whatever decisions u made. cheer up alright!
anw, we can still hang out tgt in sch during breaks or anywhere after sch(:
i love you alot alot alot alot okay! and i really wish that everything will turn out fine for you, no matter which path you choose. i hope you'll achieve your goals and i believe you will!

pool-ed with jw after that and he taught me to play(properly)
went sentosa with dearest eileen today.
NEH NEH DAY!(081108)
had loads of fun. (:
shall let the pic do the recapping!
and i hope the sunburnt parts become nice tan.(:
i like slightly tanned skin colour!
however poor eileen's like damn red even after applying sunblock twice!
after that we ate at kim gary at vivo with hantao.
then had dinner with cousin and cousin-in-law!
they brought me to some western food restaurant.
damn nice. and after that was shopping for maternity stuff with cousin-in-law.
saw the ultrasound pic of the foetus and it's really interesting to see it form its shape!

on our way there!

subway breakfast!

palawan beach!

siloso!

went crazy trying to inflate this pillow thing!

food at kim gary!

decided

2008-10-30T12:10:00.002+08:00

spent sometime alone thinking abt life today...

instead of wasting time either on stonning or simply procrastinating. this is bad.

thought about 101 most retarded stuff but at least now i know what i should do. (:

on a side note, pictures from study session with jeanne b4 promos!

haha, made me realise i really do miss my long hair! let's hope my hair'll grow faster!

busy busy

2008-10-28T18:27:00.004+08:00

ytd was happy ah du neh neh day(quotes eileen)
and we went serangoon to join in the fun by giving out flyers for our fundraising thing.
wasn't feeling quite well but the day turned out fine(:
these two weeks have been filled with fun,madness,tiredness and stress!
PW OP, OCIP thing, dance thing and lots of other fun things.
anw, nights out are always fun!(:
met up with nehneh jw and ht on sat night and we ate porridge at crystal jade which tasted damn nice before going home.
met up again on sun night to watch football match and went to play flying fox at west coast.(:
anw this week will be a super busy week.
tmr: sch
thurs:sch
fri: op,fundraising,subaru challenge briefing
sat:fundraising
sun onwards: FREE(:

i'm like feeling damn unlucky lately cuz everything i have are almost dead.
MP3,phone,tablet,thumbdrive(CAP). EEYER.
pls don't die so soon cuz i don't have kaching to replace all:(

i shall conclude with happy stuff...

pictures of visiting crescent dance!

it was laoshi's birthday!

had fun cuz i got to meet juniors and my badly missed friends.(:

when all the colours turn to grey.

2008-10-22T20:11:00.002+08:00

trip to tekong today was quite awesome.
seen the food rations, the army bunks and the stimulation shooting place.

anyway, i've been feeling damn sucky nowdays.
why must it have to be you.
and it hurts me most cuz it all came from you.

mr gastric

2008-10-14T20:07:00.002+08:00

porbably due to various bizarre reasons,
gastric acted up again and it sucks.
mced on monday
went to sch today but couldn't eat anything from the canteen other than condensed milk.
yah and what's wrong with me nowadays lol.
tongue tied. :/
wud and wood. HAHA
had some SAF seminar today but it was quite boring other than the video.
now we know what guys go through in NS. haha!
haha luckily girls need not serve ns.

oh and i have very dark eye rings! :(

batam!

2008-10-14T19:47:00.003+08:00

batam trip was fun!
reached harbourfront centre early but couldn't find delifrance!
because there is no delifrance at harbour front centre!
the ferry ride there was okay, not really bumpy.
visited 2 orphanages and the kids there are really cute.

the youngest girl from the first orphanage.

with bernice at 2nd orphanage

during lunch!

it was kinda funny because bernice managed to spot every stupid action i tried to do even when she's playing with her nano. felt so stupid when i couldn't pronounced words correctly!
brain=brand. i need to exercise my tongue!
lunch was quite funny cuz i was spouting nonsense the whole time and poor people from our table had to endure with me. haha and i came up with a conclusion that coconut juice makes pple stupid. haha. esp the blondie joke. :/
chilled at a&w with bernice and ryan and watched them play with coin tricks.
then the stupidity continued on my way home. -.-
btw i reached home i was alr very tired.

see-saw see-saw!

2008-10-11T22:57:00.004+08:00

okay i'm kinda excited for my batam trip tmr! cuz i haven't gotten out of singapore for a long time. okay recap!

Friday afternoon was shopping with neh neh and limei...
i got kinda irritated by my messy hairstyle that's why i wasted most of the time throwing tantrum at home before heading to fareast with eileen. walked around and we met limei.
but after awhile mum had trouble with her computer at work and so i went down to visit her and fix the prob. went home with her and watched tv.
left house at ten plus eleven when jw came to fetch me then fetch eileen from work!
we were off to chomp chomp for supper with hantao and cheemeng.
food was okay, but the next interesting part was driving to changi village and changi beach(:
awesomezxz! looking at ah guas and chilling at changi beach.
eileen and i got rather high on cocktail and she started singing while i started spouting nonsense.
chilled at the see-saw and gazed at stars. i think it's kinda cool.
then it was home sweet home!

today, went out with pearlyn and theresa! been long since i really went out with them.
watched mama mia and it's a damn nice show. mama mia!
haha. sat at haagen daz and we had a nice chat.
had a chit chat session with jw and i got to operate his car for awhile. SHH
yup. i shall go sleep soon and wake up early for my batam trip tmr.

it's F to the L to the Y!

2008-10-09T18:54:00.002+08:00

yes! promos ended like 2 days ago! and joyce is now a happy kid!
played so much that she gotten herself a bad haircut.
it's quite bad :(
i hope my fringe grows out fast, my fringe make me look like a boy.UGLY:(
( i'm really unhappy about it)

ANYWAY, tues was the last day of promos and the class headed to town for lunch and walked arnd fareast.. then at night when i was about to sleep, NEH NEH and JW came to bring me to west coast park to eat. MACS and played FLYING FOX. damn fun!

ytd, went to meet mummy for lunch and then headed down to vivo to go sentosa with class people. met edwin and sean at vivo and they're damn funny.
had fun with frisbee, soccer,touch rug!
and then a series of unfortunate events happened due to my STUPIDITY.
well i just hope everything will be fine!
HAHA please be nice ben.

went to discuss ocip stuff with the other 5 leaders and then went to fareast to get my hair cut.
uh. and i can't freaking update my passport photo and gotta make a new one.
but then i wun bve able to get it on time cuz i gotta go batam for recee trip this sun.
uh. bad day. until i went to look for eileen and had a chit chat session with her.
looking forward to seeing limei her again to shop tmr!

off to dinner! BYE!

2008-10-05T14:49:00.004+08:00

promos gonna end soon!
excited!
but anyway after a few days lessons will resume.
and it's back to the same again.

and yes! i just read lily's blog and i realised how much i miss them!

all the joy and fun that we had.
and u hardly find many friends who truly care for you. hard for now.

i miss peiyi,dixin,amelia,michelle,gloria,jane,sarah, zifang and most importantly lily!
lily! call me soon alright!
i bet we'll have like lots and lots to catch up on.
alright, time to study!

blah

2008-09-24T23:01:00.002+08:00

haha, finally it's my first day of sch for the week.
nice! but i'm still sick:(
let's just hope i won't feel sick in sch tmr.
haha, i've been thinking of what to do after promos even b4 promos start.
bad sign!
well... mum's contemplating whether to bring us to macau with cousin and 3rd aunt.
but yeah, i hope we really go, i've been really excited over it for a few days.
cuz i haven't been on holiday for a long long time alr.
although it's far from my "anyeong haseyo" and "kangarooooo", but it's still better than not going anywhere right!
anyhow, joyce is gonna save up. saving kachings for the "touring" days!
haha with kachings, i can plan to go on hol after a's!
with family, with neh neh, with jc friends!
coolio! haha but it's still too early to be so excited.
I STILL NEED TO MUG.
hmmm. i also wanna find another dance troupe that will accept my lousy standard.
cuz i really miss dancing in des. performances, ballet and chi dance lessons.
and yes, can't wait for cca to resume! then we can all dance! haha

so yeah, there's like lots to do after promos...
only if i mug hard and not retain. =D

let me die

2008-09-21T20:51:00.002+08:00

haha. the t22 flu virus has officially invaded into my vulnerable immune system.
this sucks. even bernice got it too.
fever's not going away and i feel as if i'm really gonna die.
feeling tired all the time, and not being able to mug properly.
i think it's time to take good care of my health, so that i can study properly!
cuz we're running out of time to mug!
anw, bernice! GET WELL SOON!

haha, time to get some rest!

BLAH

2008-09-20T21:57:00.002+08:00

haha another week gone.
promos appraoching, and so everybody mug mug mug....
i should really START mugging HARD. to be able to scrap through promos.
i want to pass! haha
anw, sch's been pretty fun, WR's submitted, and yay LIKE FINALLY.
oh, and i so love lectures! (esp maths and phy!) HOHO!
hahaha. because i can stay awake throughout!
ytd was babysitting day. i love babies!
jaydrien and jayrus came over to play!
and so i rush home after sch to see my nephews!
but when i came back jaydrien was asleep, and jayrus needs to sleep.
so yeah, quite disappointed.
haha, i fell asleep while getting jayrus to sleep,
and when i woke up, that five month old baby still haven't sleep!
so i went to play with jaydrien. haha bought him polky and brought him to playground.
haha babysitting's always fun!
after that we went home and actually wanted to go for night study in sch.
but jayrus woke up so i decided to stay home cuz i dun get to see my nephews often
so yeah friday was spent meaningfully.

tuition tomorrow and i wanna go swimming!

exams are coming.

2008-09-14T21:03:00.004+08:00

it was a fun friday night,
with neh neh and her bear and his friends.
meet ups with neh neh always make me happy(:
sat was alright, pw-ed at terence's house but was freaking scared of his dog tobby!
haha had tuition today, and that's all i've done. probably cuz i was too tired:(
been sleeping late everyday. time to sleep early!

anw i know i've been a bad friend.SORRY.

cause u had a bad day.

2008-09-09T23:10:00.002+08:00

HAHA.
YES I HAD A BAD DAY. and i'm gonna have many bad days coming along until PROMOS end.
hello, my tablet pc which is like 5 yrs old is INVADED by trojan viruses worms and it's damn laggy and it's getting on my nerves. time to back up soon. if not one day if it *booms* everything will be gone. i think it seriously needs help.): but now it's damn hard to get any cuz i happily graduated from crescent thus no more it helpdesk -.-
haha nice one joyce(:

next, as i look into the mirror...
i see a(an) ghost/monster(alien)
haha pimples(a few) EYEBAGS( as big as TRASH BAG) and it's damn digusting.
lack of sleep= monstrous look.
monster joyce.

thirdly, i'm finally getting into the mugging mood alr.
that's good, but bad in a way too.
so after promos, joyce will go into hibernation mode.

joyce is seriously a spoilt machine now. haha BYE

the end of holidays!

2008-09-07T22:02:00.001+08:00

one week holiday's ending and sch starts tmr!

haha how exciting-.-

been sleeping very late/early these few days

FRIDAY

class dinner/party at marina sq then kallang.

after that studied at millie's house as well as long time no see friends gathering(:

SATURDAY

slept till afternoon and did some studying.

went to limei's dad funeral with eileen jw and jw's friend(jason)

it was kinda funny cuz we laughed throughout the conversation.

haha funny friend jw has. Anw, we stayed till arnd 4 to help out abit.

SUNDAY

studied with mingyang judith and sam at westcoast mac

productive to a certain extent haha

and yes sam! as promised.. i will post ur "sister's" pretty ah gua face here(:

as well as our ezlinks. LOL

:D

omg, we look like nerds.

HOLIDAYS

2008-09-03T21:34:00.002+08:00

hahaha. as i was saying,
holidays= studyliday+sleepingliday
good thing is i can replenish sleep.
bad thing is that i din really study much, but i still studied.

and yes september is such a screwed up month.
-i wished i had MORE time.
-kaching$$ not enough
-stress is TOO much
-my dear aunty friend has lots of problems.( i wish i could do something)
-i don't get to see eileen ho kah yee
-i also don't get to see theresa tung wan er.
-i'm not taking good care of myself.
-i'm thinking too much. (i think this will lead to hair loss :/ )

anw, i'm so glad i added more stuffs to my wardrobe. YEAH.

sushi is the love

2008-09-02T21:46:00.001+08:00

haha. because i hate sch holidays and mugging,
i decided to roll sushi!NICE!:D

-and somehow i seem to have lost my way.

Blind- lifehouse

2008-09-02T01:11:00.005+08:00

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor.

updates

2008-08-30T16:22:00.008+08:00

finally it's like sch hols!
spent ytd watching 2 movies.
first was 4bia with bernice terence and wayeshyang.
nice movie but i kinda freaked out. :/
it's nice cuz it's made up of 4 short stories so the scary parts weren't so draggy.
then after walking arnd at heerens, terence left and so the 3 of us went to centre point and we ended up doing the lamest stuff that only people who're damn bored will do, for eg. play with escalators!
haha after that met up with pear and we watch WALL E. nice movie too!

alright. some pictures to recap on some happenings in life. :D
(oldest first)

[SG flyer with EILEEN! JianWen and Pear!]
It was eileen and jianwen's 6th month tgt(:
thanks to pear we bought the tix cheap!

SG Flyer!

tickets

US!

again!

NEH NEH<3

Pear!

We are crazy pple.(:

[Fireworks festival!]

Fireworks!

mr pear.

[Outing with beloved tiffany!]

[DA BOMB! TEACHER'S DAY'08]

backstage

marissa and jasmine

with marissa rachel and jasmine

dancers! all ready for the performance!

anw gonna study the whole hol away.
but i will try to play as much as i can!
provided i finish my sch work :(

mood: perturbed.

joyce hates pw!

2008-08-28T05:16:00.001+08:00

in 45mins joyce is going to school.
which means she need not sleep alr.
nice one joyce!
I HATE ProjectWork :X

PW PW PW

2008-08-28T03:20:00.001+08:00

hello all.
it's kinda fun to be blogging at like 3 am when u freaking got sch tmr.
i seriously need to sleep!

hello.

2008-08-26T16:51:00.002+08:00

i am still alive!:D

thinking about life.

2008-08-17T21:31:00.002+08:00

troubles too much for the little girl to handle.

so empty inside.

2008-08-10T21:46:00.002+08:00

change, to make life a better one?

zombie mode.

2008-07-31T00:02:00.003+08:00

SA's RAPTURE dance concert was awesomezxzxz!
crescent juniors did us proud :D
(will update again soon!)
off to PW alr! BYEBYE

marissa! jeanne!

4g2 peeps!

2008-07-27T23:29:00.000+08:00

certain things are better left unsaid.

say it again!

2008-07-27T15:42:00.002+08:00

cause if you jump, i will jump too.

2008-07-25T23:14:00.005+08:00

racial harmony was fun ytd,
the girls wore saree and the guys wore dhotie.
bernice,kelly and i bought those from little india(:
it was so cool cuz the whole class was dressed up as indians.(:
i love my class(:

ryan my fellow dancemate(:

and so wore saree for the whole day until pe which was kinda fun
we played soccer and i freaking can't kick for nuts.
haha. so many balls passed to me but i missed.
haha nevermind, i shall learn to kick, and probably play better next time(:
after that had dinner at waffletown with darren,bernice,terence and wayeshyang.
and i am really sorry cuz i made them take the wrong bus and we ended up at kap instead of heading toward balmoral. but we still ended up at balmoral safe and sound(:
luckily they weren't late for tuition.

today.
went to sch and apparently din feel quite well.
been faint-ish(is there's such a word) the whole day. haha
i din know why i went sch in the first place.
oh i forgot to thank mark for lending me his jacket for the day! haha saved my day!
i think sitting in front of joy is cool, cuz she's hardworking and makes me wanna study too!
din go for dance cuz i went to see doctor. haha
joyce needs more tonics so she wun keep falling sick.(:
okay she has tuition tomorrow morning and she hasn't done any work yet.
and my hair still has this men's deodrant smell!
thanks to darren who sprayed like hell lot on my hair:(
bye(:

15th JUL

2008-07-16T00:04:00.003+08:00

haha today's like matt's b'day
and he's got interesting "presents"
haha first a new bag hidden in a pri sch winnie the pooh bag!(pic will be up soon!)
and a metal music cd in don moen cover!
DARREN AND TEDMOND AH! nth better to do! but nice one!
haha normal day today..
had to dance the blangra aerobics thing on stage during mass pe with terence, cause we went for the thrid dance session.
then after pe was the highlight of the day!
the guys went to taupok matt, but somehow they got crazy and went to taupok ben too. haha poor beings.
i think our class like damn cool la,
we were playing with volleyball, rugbyball and soccerball in the quadrangle and it's like full of t22-rians running around! haha
best part was marks superb kicking skills!
and joyce lousy shunning from ball skill:(
haha! it happened when mark kicked the soccer ball right in front of me and i happened to shun the ball which was flying past me like one cm away from my face.
i thought i was safe:/ but when i turned over and smiled, mark's shoe came off and piak* hit me. haha
not that painful but funny! hahahaha

anyway it's getting late... i gtg sleep/ do tutorials alr
TATA!

Maybe- Secondhand Serenade

2008-07-11T22:18:00.002+08:00

Didn't you want to hear
the sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
the expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
and I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
and I'm here to sing
about the things that mattered
about the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
about the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you
and I was crying alone tonight
and I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So Just come back
I'll make it better than it ever was x2

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
( I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)

Maybe - Secondhand Serenade

thank you kenneth for the album! =D

haha

2008-07-10T22:35:00.004+08:00

mid year results are back and i personally feel that it's a major screw up.
haha. DESUU. NICE ONE JOYCE. :/
but it's over so i better buck up.
gonna go guide book shopping at popular during the weekends!
haha. anw, it's soon gonna be end of the week alr, didn't really accomplish much.
school's normal, laughters as usual.
had pe today and we played softball! haha
b4 that darren applied salonpas heatrub on his nipples. like WTH!
haha. and then they were like burning!
so i think he applied the cool one. but he couldn't take it too.
mark says that after applying both they will harden and drop out. haha
funny ah! never anyhow apply muscle rubs to any parts of ur not aching body! haha
esp ur nipples. :/
haha!

random thoughts

2008-07-05T22:14:00.003+08:00

some things are worth to remember some things are not.
i personally feel that pleasant memories should be placed right inside our hearts in that corner, small enough to lock it there forever.
it shall not be forgotten, but will be nice to reminisce every now and then.
today, i shall open this lock once again, to reminisce and to store things in.
life is wonderful, we're still young.
i'll rmb that. it's the end of yet another episode in life.
at times like this, it's good to have it all cried out.
but sometime you just don't have the courage to cry cuz you won't know how to stop.
anw, ignore me.
i'll be sunshine again real soon!

人的一生感情是旋转门
转到了最后真心的就不分
有过竞争有过牺牲
被爱筛选过程
学会认真学会忠诚
适者才能生存
懂得永恒得要我们
进化成更好的人.

savour the last hour

2008-07-02T23:04:00.003+08:00

haha and so the day's gonna end.
so i'll just enjoy the last hour of the day!
today was pretty fun!
had a birthday hug from bernice and got her lovely card and a party hat!
omg and i could hug her for as long and anytime i like for today!AWESOMEZXZ
but i must clarify that i'm not a lesbian yeah!
okay then theresa came with another nice card and i really love it(:
school was boring cuz joyce was so tired and she still struggled to stay awake!
haha recess was fun! cuz they got a birthday cake for me! haha
so we ate the cake in a very uncivilised way!
didn't cut the cake, everybody just shared with forks. haha
and after sch i went shopping with neh neh.
lunched at HONGHU place and we bought the same bag!(:
after that i went home to change and went out again to meet class pple for dinner.
haha. it wasn't well planned and we ended up having dinner late cuz no restaurants near cine could accomodate 14 of us.
and so ended up at subway! thanks bernice joy mark terence tedmond and many more who tried to cheer me up.(:
and bernice gave me a treat, and she was so nice she tried to make me happy!
yup, i really did enjoy dinnering with class pple. it's not the place, but company that cheered me up.
i just didn't understand why pple had to get so worked up and sometimes it just spoils your mood. i know we were all hungry! but then the scoldings just made me feel worse la.
but anyway, it's just a small issue(:

and so i will enjoy the last hour of my birthday laughing non stop.(:
okay to sum up the day, i wanna thank keon for the present sent to my house, and all the birthday wishes.
okay off to sleep/do pw(EOM).. bye!

birthday resolution!

2008-07-02T00:13:00.002+08:00

HAHA okay pple i forgot to add my birthday resolution!
1) i'm gonna try not to sleep during lesson the whole day tmr!(i'm dead serious okay!)
2) gonna faster buy seventeen mag july issue to enjoy reading it as officially SEVENTEEN.

haha okay i wanna sleep alr!
BYE!

haha

2008-07-02T00:00:00.002+08:00

today(tues) is a rather happyday.
cuz it's the first day of lessons of the term!
means more laughters and crap in class haha!
lessons were alright,
bused home with theresa bestie(:
ate, mingyang called so went out to meet sam and him and to buy and smuggle beer for them.
i took 2 sips(: and we talked happily.
in the end they ended up like tomato and i was still normal!
HAHA OKAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF first. haha
because zili just smsed me to wish me! OMG
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZILI MY FELLOW SECOND JULY BIRTHDAY GIRL!:D
okay and then like not long ago...
terence was the first! cuz he went to sleep first but wanted to be the first!
bernice too! like 7 mins ago! and she went to sleep too!
haha i don't know why i'm still awake. but yeah there's sch tmr so i shall go and sleep first(:
GOODNIGHT!

my love will get you home

2008-06-30T19:00:00.001+08:00

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me,
my love will get you home, boy, my love will get you home......

class outing!

2008-06-30T17:51:00.002+08:00

it's really scary when 1t22 gets high!
HAHA.
it was sentosa trip with the class ytd and we had lots of fun,
playing monkey in the sea, volleyball and soccer.(:
jowel,ben,ws,terence,darren,matthew,mark,joy,kelly,isabelle,bernice went
after that it started to rain heavily and we went to vivo, dined at superdog
then we all decided to go kelly's house for euro cup and chilling out.
marcus and tedmond joined us, jowell went off first.
HAHA we drank a total of nearly 3 litres of alcohol! haha
and i ended up drunk. :(
haha isabelle, terence and i knocked out first.
then kelly got drunk shortly.
and so the others were so busy trying to control a few of the silly drunkards.
haha. this time, terence was the easiest to look after cuz he just lie there quietly. haha
maybe he's experience so he din need much attention. haha
even though i went crazy, i could still hear isabelle scream so loudly from kelly's room. haha
i was crying so badly haha, then laughed the next moment, and my teeth couldn't stop chattering and i kept slapping myself.
all thanks to the ~~baby~~drunkardsitters : waye,matt,darren,tedmund,marcus,mark,joy
that we were under control. other than me keep saying hi to mark and stealing tedmond's noodles! haha
haha. i bet they'll all kill us for making them run around if we weren't drunk. :/
then all others eventually got drunk/tipsy except for matt darren and marcus cuz marcus din drink.and so we all havoc together. tedmond getting drunk was the higlight of the night!
many things happened last night and i really thank my t22 pple for being there for me!
esp isabelle who talked to me at vivo, joy ted waye darren marcus mark for listening and talking to me and esp matt! really cheered me up.( i swear i din know how to control myself and nonsensing the whole time) and so we didn't really watch the whole of euro cup.
haha it all ended with burger king breakfast today and i cabbed home with ben.
slept all the way till now and i try not to bombard myself with those vexing issues yet again.
i need some time to cool down and sort things out, i hope you are coping well too.

nehneh! thanks for being there for me!
and worrying for the whole night ytd!
顺其自然吧(:

Birthday mode/mood.

2008-06-29T10:39:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY~
many thanks to all those who were present at my birthday surprise gathering at ben&jerry(Demsey hill)!
especially to EILEEN and BERNICE who lured me there. haha
and i like the sunshine ice cream cake(:
nice one! really touched and surprised!
surprisingly pear was there too, jianwen limei and marcus too,jet and kiro were there, mingyang,sam,judith,millie,jeremy went too! REALLY HAPPY TO SEE THEM.
hung out at clarke quay for awhile then decided to head home.(:
many thanks for the presents too!

so i say, joyce is a blessed girl who has her goodfriends always there for her, talk to her and never fail to cheer her up.
esp neh neh and her bigbear....

many things i wanna say, but they just bottle up and i really don't know how to express my thoughts anymore. i feel that i've changed, not for the better but worse.
and sometimes i can't help but cry at how screwed up, troubled, "fished" up my life can get.
i kinda foresee this would happen, and well... i still feel helpless and i really don't know what to do. and yes i really did enjoyed the whole surprise gathering, nobody spoilt the night.
it's just me.

YTD.
and poor joyce hasn't really slept yet.
cuz she just came back from her aunty's club.
had a wonderful family birthday celebration! everyone came!
and so we occupied 3 full tables in tung lok restaurant
we celebrated ah mah(1st jul),small aunt(30th jun) and my birthday(2nd jul) together!
and it has been long since we last got together!
sang karaoke in the club suite and fooled around.
it all ended when most cousins went home and a few stayed over to watch the adults play mahjong,continue singing and slept for awhile.
OH we took family photo too! damn nice la! but i dun have the photo now :/

and yes! kegan's coming over soon(:

more songs more songs

2008-06-29T10:24:00.004+08:00

haha i am in the posting music mood!
so bear with me alright!
more nice songs.(:

期待爱 Qi Dai Ai

my love will get you home

2008-06-29T10:15:00.004+08:00

nice song i came across while watching hong kong drama serial.(:

there's gotta be more to life

2008-06-26T21:00:00.003+08:00

haha and so it's either gonna be a u or s for math.
joyce i growing fat! haha
supper everyday!
ytd was pizza! haha it's hard not to grow fat!
hahah. had tuition just now and i felt like killing myself!
study so long= no use!
haha phy is another gone case alr.
but can't wait for tmr! celebrating with eileen and bernice!
and yeah sorry theresa! i've arranged meet them long ago, so yeah another time perhaps?

these few days have been peaceful but i've been thinking alot lately.
probably due to stress from sch work and other stuff.
and i've been sleeping late at abt 3 plus lately..
haha that explains my dark eye rings!
haha eye bags as big as zip lock bags.

okay off to watch tv. haha PHY really GG.

reminisce-

2008-06-24T00:13:00.002+08:00

had econs exam today.
haha joyce is da prozxzx!
i only started serious studying for econs like ytd at 9pm or so?
HAHA. but at least i did some studying.
and rather productive ones.
LURBEZXZ last min studying, but it's not really good if i wanna score well. :/
anw terence is damn funny i tell u.
we made a pact to wake up at 4am together to study!
and he really did call me at like 4am SHARP.
terence:"eh joyce wake up, really wake up ah, don't go back to sleep, go outside walk around"
me:"okay"(really wake up)
haha but i ended up watching soccer with my daddy and only started studying at like 5.
haha!TERENCE WENT BACK TO SLEEP AND WOKE UP AT 6. haha!
and so econs was okay today, not gonna do well, or even pass i think.
cuz i left out firms this major topic din study. hahaha

and yes.two more paper to go.
wed-math
fri-phy
physics really no hope alr.
not even a glimpse of hope.
although my tutor has been trying real hard to get me to study. :(
yes. and after this week. i can enjoy bday in peace.(:
no studying no nothing. haha
talking abt that, i really miss life in crescent.
no more crescent dancers and other good friends like tangtang and pearlyn.
lucky thing theres still THERESA darling and jeanne!
but i really miss talking to dancers cuz they never fail to brighten up my day in sch.
like there's really no time... if not i'll really go find them one by one to do some catching up.
haha. omg.i think i better sleep.. haha
and yes quote mark :
"mark says (1:08 AM):
so whatcha doing at this ungodly hour in the middle of the exam period!"
actually i dun really know wat i'm doing. i just don't feel like sleeping hahahaha.
okay i better go sleep.gotta wake up early to study tmr!

-love's beautiful,
so beautiful,
我失去过更珍惜拥有...

我和你啊存在一种危险关系

2008-06-21T22:21:00.004+08:00

School's starting,
Joyce's dying,
HAHA. funny uh.
been studying for exams, but still feel unprepared.
perhaps i played too much since the yr started.
from ponning sch in jj to sleeping during lectures in cj.
what's happening to me?
i really really need to focus on my studies.
other than that joyce is very troubled too.
perhaps i've put too much stressed on myself but at the same time too lazy that's why stress keeps piling up!
i need a dozen of chicken essence and a dozen of eye mask to revive myself haha.
okay i seriously need to go back to study cuz i haven't really studied econs.
like only studied half a topic only. AND ECON'S on MONDAY.
prepare a coffin for me pls. haha

-在我心上用力的开一枪
让一切归零在这声巨响
如果爱是说什么都不能放
我不挣扎反正我也没差

Fall for you

2008-06-18T18:29:00.003+08:00

Fall for you -Secondhand Serenade
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over againDon't findmake me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade